Stephanie was showing everyone at Kids Club the painting she
had made in school that week. She said that it had a deeper meaning than I was
probably assuming. She explained, “It shows that the darkness is really hard
sometimes, but it’s only when it’s dark that you see the stars.”
I knew that I had just sat at the feet of wisdom, once again
personified by a 12 year old girl. I couldn’t articulate exactly why this was
profound in that moment, but I spoke to Stephanie again a few weeks later to
make sure she knew how much her painting had moved me.
You only see stars when it’s dark. We are terrified
of darkness as a culture. This is literally true, as is proven by night-time
satellite images of our country from space. This is also true at a deeper
level—a symbolic level.
Darkness feels like a symbol for many things in my
life—silence, contemplation, solitude, stillness. This probably only scratches
the surface, but the image has been a powerful one. It is only when I allow
myself to be in the physical darkness, to be silent, to practice contemplation,
to be alone in solitude, to be still, that I begin to see the stars.
The stars remind us that our immediate reality, that feels
like “all there is”, is actually a tiny piece of an enormous puzzle. They
remind us that there is beauty hidden in plain sight—hidden by our obsession
with “Light”. Light is physical light in the form of light bulbs that shield us
from the natural world. It is also noise, never being alone, constantly moving,
and resisting the deeper levels of consciousness contemplation invites us into.
We are terrified of the dark. But it is only when we
embrace the darkness and allow our eyes to adjust that we begin to see the
stars.
It is my prayer that Stephanie has invited you to see the
stars—physically, as well as in the darkness of your inner life.
* My thoughts in this newsletter are my own and not meant to be seen as representative of Mile High Ministries.
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