A few months ago I
had a hilariously humbling experience. I went to church on Sunday morning
and heard a sermon based on the Lectionary text of the week—Jesus healing a
blind man who cried out to Him through a crowd aggressively telling him to shut
up. It’s a scene I had pictured many times before. Jesus walks by while a
desperate blind man yells. Embarrassed people around him beg him to stop! This
was their chance to see this man that everyone had been talking about, and
maybe even make a good first impression. Then ‘that guy’—the one everyone in
town just overlooks out of sheer disgust—ruins it all by yelling like an idiot.
I can easily imagine how it must have felt for nearly everyone in that story.
That’s an interesting practice—to imagine which character in
these Gospel stories you most identify with. In the past I had always imagined
that I was the blind man, desperately calling out to Jesus. On really good days
I might even be convinced that I’m Jesus—embracing the outcast despite the
angry crowd. But during Teen Group, on that very same Sunday, I quickly learned
where I can most often find myself in that story.
Jessica is a girl that lives at Joshua Station. She
is very needy for acceptance and often smothers the people around her in the
attempt to get it. Kids Club—the program I lead for her age group—is often
difficult to get through without a good amount of frustration when she’s there. That’s why I whispered, “Oh God. No. Please.”
when I saw her approaching our Teen Group on the basketball court.
She really wanted to play and I had no interest in letting
her. I immediately began to think of what clever reason I could give for why
she couldn’t stay. “This is Teen Group”. “I think I heard your mom calling
you.” “I think basketball might be a little too rough for you.” But before I
could spit any of those winners out, our Teen Group—made up of teens living at
Joshua Station as well as from the church I work at—tossed her the ball and
said, “Come play!”
* My thoughts in this newsletter are my own and not meant to be seen as representative of Mile High Ministries.
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